I'm Just Tired

Sometimes, it's okay to be hurts by people you love.
Just to see his smile.

But sometimes, It's too okay for people that hurt you when you just wanna show him how much you care.

In another cases, the fires feeling can changed into dark clouded when when we see person you care to, Ignore you like you never exist.

And last, sometimes, someone keep every single word under their head not because they don't care. 
It just because they tired.

Tired of being ignore !
Tired of being somebody else!
Tired of faking a smile !
Tired of this fucking entire world !
And they just wanna stop that shit things happened !

But sometimes, no matter how you stop that feeling,
Every time you try to be ignoring someone else, just like they did to you, you couldn't !

Why?
Because it's not who you are!
You can't denied it!

If you think you can be yourself like before, before the changes, it just something bad things of your thinking.
Everyday, that fuck people, that shit moment, that fake smile, becomes the part of your life.
And it changes you to be what they want you to be.

You have to live with that!
Don't ever think you can come back to the past and be you just like you in that case !
'Cause it just destroy your positive side on your mind!

So, what you have to do is GO WITH IT!
Enjoy!
You have your own way!
Nobody is perfect.
And Nobody can follow you as perfect as you did.
Don't worry...
They won't hurt you..
Because you are SPECIAL !

and I Love You :)



>>Ginda<<